NEWS CENTER – Serxwebûn newspaper published in its new edition the reports of Şehid Sara Tolhildan and Şehid Rûken Zelal, who shocked the AKP-MHP government to the core with their Fedayî action, as they did not expect it. The reports of the two Fedaî commanders, who revealed a new line to the current phase with their action, were translated from Turkish into German and written at different times to the Battalion of Immortals, Şehid Zilan and to the headquarters of the YJA Star special forces.
“MY REPORT FOR A FEDAÎ ACTION TO THE BATTALION OF IMMORTAL ŞEHÎD ZÎLAN
My fighting name is Rûken Zelal, I joined the youth work in the Rojava region in 2012. In 2014 I joined the guerrilla territory. After I finished training to become a new fighter, I was used by the Hevals in the special units. After completing basic training, I was employed in the archive work at the end of 2015, where I stayed for 8 months. In 2016, I returned to the special forces. Within the special forces, I was appointed as a team commander. In 2017 I was stationed in the *……. area. I participated in the work in this area until the year 2020.
In each process one recognizes what the method should be? In the reality of this process, facing the reality of the enemy, what method should I use to organize myself, how can I fulfill my responsibilities even more, what can I do. these are always topics of deepening for me. Especially in Imrali, isolation and torture are being implemented against Rêber APO, special warfare is being waged against the people to strangle them, AKP, KDP and the hegemonic forces are trying to continue their power with their policies in their interests. The KDP and the Turkish state meet for plans to destroy the guerrillas. With these plans, the enemy wants to destroy the free Kurds and impose slavery as the only condition of life. The enemy’s existing policy was smashed with the diligence and resistance of Rêber APO, with the struggle of our people and our guerrilla movement in public. This policy, along with opportunities and techniques, finds a certain basis for itself. Rêber APO’s hard work and determination has always instilled great fear in the enemy. Facing these facts makes the truth clearer to man: The greatest technology there is human itself. Reber APO says:“When your thoughts are with us, your deeds are with us”.
Getting into the special forces has always made me feel like we’re up against a big hurdle. Realizing the Fedayî truth, understanding the process in the moment and the place, causes me to deepen my conscience and strengthen myself, to let the sense of revenge grow in my personality, to take revenge for all the blood, shed by our people and to fulfill the goal of a free country of our people to live with the Chairman. Furthermore, whenever I listen to Rêber APO and follow the perspectives of the organization, I go into the depth of how to respond, how to respond to the work that has been given. The saying “I wish there was more than my life that I would have sacrificed” by Heval Zilan shows the way and the method to deepen the success and to realize the goal. For me, the answer to work is to unite with the Fedayî lineage. To follow this line, I propose a Fedayî action. It is the main task and responsibility of all Fedayî fighters to unite with Heval Zilan to enrich Zilan’s method in this process. Such a proposal requires a mission and a great will. I firmly believe that no matter how difficult the circumstances may be, this will not change the success of my action. Wherever it is, so be it, for me there is no difference in location because the enemy is attacking everywhere at this time. I am willing to be an answer on this question. Over time, I will deepen my decision and strengthen my resolve. I will put into practice the experiences that the organization has always given us. In the reality of the Chairman there has never been a logic of the no-way and this will be the fundamental perspective that I will base all of my practice on.
I would like to add a few points to my proposed action: I am from Rojava, which is an asset to the action I am proposing. As I am not in the north or in the metropolitan areas of Turkey, it is not appropriate to say anything concrete about my approach in these areas, I believe that I will assess the current conditions and discuss in depth the concrete situations in this area
Along with my criticism of the lack of response to the current process, I want to reiterate my promise that I will create a combative personality to respond to the moment.
Revolutionary and respectful greetings
Ruken Zelal
09/10/2020″
“REPORT OF MY REFLECTIONS TO THE HEADQUARTERS OF THE YJA STAR SPECIAL FORCES.
My name is Rûken Zelal. I was born in 1996 in the village of Bîlêqi in Amûdê. My family is welatparêz, but traditionally structured and strongly influenced by tribalism. I learned about the freedom movement at an early age because the Hevals would often visit our home, and I was also influenced by the stories of the Hevals. With the beginning of the Rojava Revolution, I became actively involved and in 2014 I turned to the Free Mountains. After I finished my training for new fighters in the Garê region, I joined the special forces. I can say that I recognized myself in the special forces. I started my search for a fedaî action after the fedaî actions of our comrades Doğa and Zinar. However, I had the opportunity to meet both Hevals in real life. I attended the same training with Heval Doğa and lived in the same center with Heval Zinar. I was very impressed by the personality and attitude of these Hevals.
The spirit that leads us to enlighten in every process also leads us to write the history of the great victory epics. In this truth, the essence that makes up the mind and soul of our spiritual leadership is better revealed. Because the current process is also advancing thanks to this spirit. Every day epics go down in history that were led by heroic Şehîds. Thanks to this Fedaî spirit, today we are able to oppose the NATO member states. This great power, desperate, uses poison gas against us hundreds of times and resorts to all immoral and inhumane methods. If we look at the reality of this war, we can see how weakened the colonialist Turkish state is. However, it is important that people can recognize these realities and take the necessary attitude. In this process, our Hevals who fought with Fedaî spirit resisted and became the followers of Egîd and Zîlan with this holy attitude. The reality of these hevals became a kind of roadmap for us. I believe that we can avenge these hevals. We will never forget the Hevals who were slaughtered by the hands of KDP.
The process we have gone through, especially the struggle led by Heval Şoreş Beytuşebab against the attacks of the colonialist state since the beginning of the year, has shown us how to eliminate the enemy and what should be the attitude that deserves the offensive of “It is the time to liberate Rêber APO”. Heval Şoreş has given us a great spirit and enthusiasm on this basis. As a continuation of this spirit, the ongoing war and resistance in the Medya Defense Areas has aroused great hope and enthusiasm in the hearts of the Kurdish people and their friends. My primary goal is to be worthy of my leadership role and the values created. I will also have the strength and power to avenge the martyrdom of my fallen comrades. As our chairman said, “I don’t want fighters who leave their fate to death, I need fighters who create life.” I can honestly say that I realized many things too late, especially in the face of Rêber APO’s resistance, which has lasted 23 years, we are all in debt. Nevertheless, I believe in this: I will fulfill my duties and responsibilities and thus fulfill the longing to see Rêber APO. I will turn all my hatred and anger into a weapon of revenge. I will successfully fulfill my duty with the excitement of practicing a meaningful self-criticism. On this basis, I will practice self-criticism on my weak Hevaltî.
Bê Serok Jiyan Nabe! (Without chairmen no life)
An Serkeftin an Serkeftin! (Victory or victory)
Serkeftin ya me ye! (Victory is ours)
AN RÊBER APO,
I have always wished to write to you with feelings and emotions worthy of you and now I hope I can be worthy of the work you have given us. My President, I can try to describe your personality all I want, but I know that I will still be very inadequate, because no one in this world can do what you have done for us. Above all, looking at the evaluations you have made about women, one can see how much you value this subject and that is why you feel very inadequate.
We could not comprehend the depth of your love. It is true that we love you, but I wonder: have I fulfilled the need for this love? When I look at my revolutionary life, I can see very well that I am very inadequate in the face of your work. When I speak these truths, my pain becomes even greater. We often left you alone and did not strengthen your hand. I am very sorry for that now. I know I am very late, but to be worthy of you, I will make all my duties and responsibilities the basis of my self-criticism. I believe that on this basis I can give you the correct hevaltî and eliminate the insufficient hevaltî. I want to give my self-criticism sincerely and honestly, even if it is little, and I give my self-criticism in this letter. But I do not know if it will be enough. President, I don’t think that even if I write thousands of words, it will describe my love for you.
This action and its success can only give you the voice of my love for you and the desire of my self-criticism. As you said, “We are human beings, human beings are indeed great beings and the most precious of all beings.” Therefore, we must be truly human and go to the level of truth. I vow to be worthy of you so that I can always be a defender of the truth you have shown us. The victory will be ours.
Bê Serok Jiyan Nabe! (Without a chairman no life)
Bijî Hamleya Dem Dema Azadiya Rêber Apo ye! (Long live the offensive, it is the time of freedom of Rêber APO)
Bijî Serok Apo! (Long live Chairman APO)
TO MY COMRADES
Nothing is as valuable as the journey in search of the truth. Because a high price was paid for this journey. Our chairman has sacrificed himself so that we can exist and recognize ourselves. For 23 years, he has fought for us under the most difficult conditions. It is difficult for me to share these feelings, because when I look at our own reality, I realize that I am not at the level that the Chairman desires, because the Chairman has often given us the following definition: “No obstacle is in front of you, the only obstacle is yourself.” The power and faith that our Chairman has created for women are unique. If I can write these lines now and pick up a pen, it is undoubtedly thanks to the work and struggle of the Chairman. Thanks to the Chairman’s efforts, we were able to develop an identity and a personality. The Chairman gave us the strength to fight for our own existence and to free ourselves from the five-thousand-year domination. Nothing is easy under such hard and difficult conditions. It is the efforts, the work and the war that make the struggle meaningful.
DEAR HEVALS!
It is a great honor for me to be a successor of Bêrîtan and Zîlan. To be worthy of the Chairman and our ideological movement PAJK, my only slogan will always be victory. I will acknowledge nothing but victory, because the source of the life created by our Chairman is based on victory. On the way to this victory, one must also sacrifice one’s own life. Because the goal is always victory. In order for the torch around our chairman to burn brighter, the woman who grows up with the chairman’s ideas and philosophy must be the pioneer of victory. Hevals. The victory of this action will give more meaning to my self-criticism. I will constantly fight for this goal and this is what is required of all women friends. Because there is nothing that prevents us from doing this. If we act in this spirit, victory will be ours.
Bê Serok Jiyan Nabe! (Without chairmen no life)
Bijî Serok Apo! (Long live chairman APO)
Jin Jiyan Azadî! (Women, life, freedom)
Serkeftin a me ye! (Victory is ours)
LOVE HEVALS,
It means a lot to me to be a Heval who loves you. I am going to this action so that the love for the Hevaltî will be even more beautiful. Nothing is as precious and meaningful as the feeling of being on the way to freedom.
It is a source of happiness to describe my longing and love for you. It is the most beautiful feeling for me to always love you sincerely and wholeheartedly on the way to freedom. I will unite with victory to be worthy of the values of Hevaltî. I would like to emphasize that it is our Hevaltî that has brought me to this level. It is true that we have often angered each other, that we have often broken each other’s hearts and criticized each other. However, all of these are indicators of correct hevaltî. In order to become stronger, we must not forget the mechanism of criticism and self-criticism. If we forget this, our hevaltî will become weaker. Our chairman says, “If we are correct hevaltî, I will strive for hevaltî. The cooperative relations are very important for us, without these relations the cause of the party cannot be advanced.” Dear comrades! For 44 years, our Party has paid a high price for being worthy of the Chairman’s Hevaltî and our people. Our Chairman has done everything for us. In order to preserve and strengthen this value today and in the future, we must strengthen ourselves in every way, we must reach the level of “union of heart and mind” expressed by our Chairman. Living based on this mentality will not allow anyone to attack our Hevaltî and make the reality of our Hevaltî meaningless. Hevals. Now I do not want to say that I have reached the end of my letter, because I cannot pronounce the word “end”. Because nothing in our Hevaltî has the name “end”. There is always life in it, maybe my words will end here, but I will always be with you. I will always be determined to win for the free life. The victory of this action will be a sign of my love for you. I am practicing self-criticism for all my shortcomings in the Hevaltî and hope that you will accept this self-criticism.
Bijî Rêhevaltiya rast! (Long live the right Hevaltî)
Bijî Serok Apo! (Long live chairman APO)
TO OUR WELATPARÊZÎ PEOPLE,
I feel honored to be born as a Kurdish woman and to fight for you. In the historical reality of the Kurdish people, there has been much great heroism. The Kurdish people have paid a high price for defending their existence, their language and their culture. As a continuation of this culture, Kurdish youth are currently making history in all fields. The unique work and efforts of Rêber Apo have made the history and the voice of the Kurdish people heard, awakened the Kurdish people from their deep sleep and made them the owners of the cause of existence. For our Rêber Apo has declared that attacks against the Kurdish people are attacks against all humanity. Therefore, the victory of the struggle for freedom and democracy for the whole world will be in the person of the Kurdish people. All oppressed peoples can benefit from our victory and take it as an example. If we achieve victory, we will have given a very valuable gift to humanity. Dear people! The heroism you display everywhere is a great source of strength for me. Your sacrifice and struggle give me strength and support. We will always live with our Chairman with the enthusiasm and excitement of ‘Victory in War, Freedom in Life’.”
Bê Serok Jiyan Nabe! (No life without chairman)
Bijî Şerê Gel ê Şoreşgerî! (Long live the revolutionary people’s war)
Serkeftin wê ya me be! (Victory is ours)
With revolutionary greetings and wishes
05.11.2021
Rûken Zelal”
